Friday, May 11, 2012

Photographs

I wrote this poem back in January, as I sat in the chair in my office and started to cry looking across the room at pictures of my kids and thinking about all that lies behind those pictures.  I share it at this time in honor of my Grandmother and my kids, both of whom inspired it.   

  

I recall the small oval frames hanging on Grandma’s wall
               Her kids
               Variants of black and white to grainy color
               The ones she loves, stretching across two decades

But things change.

Now the photos on the opposite wall sit in large, varied frames
               Her grandkids
               Senior pictures, weddings, with her, and without
               The ones she loves, stretching across three decades

And things continue to change

Now one of the girls in one of those photos sits in her office, looking at photographs of her own
               Her kids
               Shelves of pictures of boy and girl, little and big
               The ones she loves, stretching across two years

And she grieves what will change

What will the frames on her desk hold a year from now, or ten?
               Her family
How will they look, grow, increase, love, struggle, be?
               The ones she loves, who change in mere days

Things change

And as I look at the photographs that mark my walls,
               My little ones,
               Variants from birth until today
               I am proud of how the ones I love have changed

So let things change

And though I will mourn these younger years, and these precious pictures
               My “babies”
               I will look forward to the days when the photos on my wall change
               And these current ones serve as a mere image in my grand-daughter’s memories

And things continue to change.

Grandma’s wall now hosts large black collage frames with new pictures,
               MY kids
               A plethora of great-grandkids where oval frames once lived
               The ones I love, and look at from across my desk

…that is, for now…until they change. 
 

Happy Mothers Day to all those who share the honor of the role of mother, and to my little ones who have blessed me with the role!  




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